having sex with my mother

[OregoDaddy]

Are you familiar with Fetlife?? Incest topics are huge on that site.

[SnatcherBabe]

I checked out Fetlife and that website is also run by the morality police. For example, there is one section called "taboo fetishes" with a description that says "here is the place where everything goes - nothing is too taboo to discuss". Sounds pretty open and uncensored ... until you read the disclaimer that forbids any discussion of "bestiality", "necrophilia", "incest", "child sex", or "rape". I guess to them the ultimate taboo is using the wrong color condom on Fridays.

[OregoDaddy]

Originally Posted by SnatcherBabe

I checked out Fetlife and that website is also run by the morality police. For example, there is one section called "taboo fetishes" with a description that says "here is the place where everything goes - nothing is too taboo to discuss". Sounds pretty open and uncensored ... until you read the disclaimer that forbids any discussion of "bestiality", "necrophilia", "incest", "child sex", or "rape". I guess to them the ultimate taboo is using the wrong color condom on Fridays.

I know..I'm on there. They have had to tighten the belt or risk getting shut down that's why. I'm involved with all the Daddy/lg-daughter groups, incest and age play stuff. I'm considering on leaving it and closing my account. It's gotten out of control with trolls.

[SnatcherBabe]

Well if you find a forum that allows complete uncensored exercise of my constitutional right to express my thoughts please tell me. I yearn to have an intellectual discussion with people who can think as well as feel it. I'm sick of self-appointed moralists, and equally sick of the "hey babe, wanna fuk" crowd.

[junk.yard.dog]

Originally Posted by SnatcherBabe

Well if you find a forum that allows complete uncensored exercise of my constitutional right to express my thoughts please tell me. I yearn to have an intellectual discussion with people who can think as well as feel it. I'm sick of self-appointed moralists, and equally sick of the "hey babe, wanna fuk" crowd.

Have you tried literotica.com? Yes, the morality police are ever present in the form of "moderators" but I imagine they are here as well...

[www.Jobs4Adults.com]

Originally Posted by SnatcherBabe

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Literally every aspect of my life, including my career choice, the choice of my husband, the choice of my sexual lifestyle, even the type of food I like, has a root to a 20 second incident that happened when I was a young child. It’s a long story, but in a nutshell I allowed a grown male relative to use me to have an orgasm. The incident lasted about 20 seconds, of which only about 3 seconds involved actual physical contact with me. Those 20 seconds contained no fear, no threats, no pain, no disgust, no trauma, no force, nothing that conventional “wisdom” tells you to believe about child sex. I was 100% willing, even eager, to have this “thing” happen. If I live to 80, I will live 2524608000 seconds, yet 20 of them mapped out the rest of my life, and determined everything about me. There is nothing more powerful, more important, and more significant that that, and yet THAT is exactly what we’re not allowed to talk about.

So I have made a career out of talking about it. Learning about how “it” influenced people, some of whom make my sexual history look like a scene from Mother Superior’s convent on a slow day. And I’m happy to be me … and glad I’m not part of the morality police.

SnatcherBabe, not so sure that I would agree with all your theories, but they seem interesting and I guess you would need more self-confidence and write a book about it, by self-publishing it on Amazon!!!!

What can you lose????????? Just write it and put it as signature on all the forums you offer content, if you like so much to go on forums!!!!

Of course there are already dozens of books on ANY subjrects, but I believe that you would be a HUGE BEST-SELLER, because of your style, the way you look, talk, your ideas........It can be huge!!!!

[Badboy_nicetoy]

Originally Posted by SnatcherBabe

Jobs - I don't want to bore anyone with an academic discussion in a forum that's supposed to appeal to the more prurient side, but there are literally hundreds of books already on childhood sexuality and dozens of research articles per year published in the journals. This is why I get bent out of shape when I read disclaimers on sex forums that “strictly forbid” any mention of childhood sexuality, as if just talking about it will somehow convert the readers to a life of pedophilia.

I find the whole topic fascinating on a socio-scientific level, and important for women who are involved in alternative sexual lifestyle since most of them have childhood sexualization in their past. Do you really think that a normal housewife will, after living a conventional monogamous life, wake up one morning and think “hey, I’ll go down to the adult theater today and lay back in the dark while 3 dozen of the world’s most sexual desperate men ejaculate bareback up my pussy”? I’m happy there are men like you who find it interesting to know how a woman got like that. But I assure you, you are in the minority. Most men are delighted the world contains “cumslut” women, but don’t have enough cerebrum nor respect to be interested in how they got like that.

Put all the social stigma aside, put aside the unwarranted fears that talking about it is against the law (it’s not), put aside the entertainment value that Dateline NBC finds in trapping, then busting, idiots who try to make dates with 12 year olds, and just think of how fascinating is the human mind … especially where it’s linked to sex. Did you know you probably had your first sexual thought before you even learned to speak? You probably got your first erection at about age 5. You probably had your first sexual fantasy at around age 6. The child mind is intensely sexual … and how it interacts with an adult world that’s obsessed with sex is not only amazing to think of on an academic level, but of vital importance to understand when dealing with people who have alternative sexuality.

Our society has no problem thinking of what causes a child to grow into a murderer, or a thief, or depressed, suicidal, homeless, psychotic, etc. But GOD FORBID you wish to think about what factors in a child’s life set his/her path down a sexually alternative road and you’ve got the morality police crawling up your ass.

Literally every aspect of my life, including my career choice, the choice of my husband, the choice of my sexual lifestyle, even the type of food I like, has a root to a 20 second incident that happened when I was a young child. It’s a long story, but in a nutshell I allowed a grown male relative to use me to have an orgasm. The incident lasted about 20 seconds, of which only about 3 seconds involved actual physical contact with me. Those 20 seconds contained no fear, no threats, no pain, no disgust, no trauma, no force, nothing that conventional “wisdom” tells you to believe about child sex. I was 100% willing, even eager, to have this “thing” happen. If I live to 80, I will live 2524608000 seconds, yet 20 of them mapped out the rest of my life, and determined everything about me. There is nothing more powerful, more important, and more significant that that, and yet THAT is exactly what we’re not allowed to talk about.

So I have made a career out of talking about it. Learning about how “it” influenced people, some of whom make my sexual history look like a scene from Mother Superior’s convent on a slow day. And I’m happy to be me … and glad I’m not part of the morality police.

I read your posts on BP I agree a lot to what you say about incest feelings and how they stem from the childhood. I am 39 year old male born in India and living in US for past 12 years. I am dealing with incest feelings on my own and the way I deal with them is by watching Italian and Japanese porn that deals with this subject more tastefully then american mom/ mother / son porn vids. To me any incest situation is exciting not just mother / son

I am not sure if I am a minority but I certainly dont think I am 'sick'. My incest feelings are part of my fantasies / fetish and I never looked at my mother sexually although I did have a few dreams that were sexual involving her and my half sister who is now dead and whom I loved most among all my siblings. BTW I grew up in India and if you ever go to any indian sex forum you will find that incest is a very common topic among men. Maybe because our society is still very conservative and when it comes to interacting with the opposite sex most men only see thier mom, sister, sister-in law or maids closely.

My first sexual encounter was with my cousin who was the first girl I smooched and had orgasm with.I started having sexual feelings since I was in 5th grade and my mother admonished me for playing with my privates and once found me tasting my own pee since it was a sexual thing for me at that age. She also once examined my penis to check if I am not harming myself in any way.

I also have a foot fetish and both my mother and the cousin who was the first woman I kissed had very pretty toes. I sometimes go to asian massage parlors where the ladies give a handjob and let me indulge in foot fetish. My wife toes are not very pretty. Divorce is not an option and I luv her.

My fantasies are extreme in the sense that I either want a woman who is extremly caring or someone who is a total sub whom I can dominate. I also had some beatiality experice where I once allowed a dog to enter me but I was in 10th grade then. It was so painful that it just not something I ever want to do but I have since that experienc let a few dogs lick my penis and do watch beatiality videos some time. I think my porn fetish is now at a level where I am getting desensitized to a lot of it.

At this point I am a married man with an MBA working for an Investment bank in NYC with nice suburban house and a son. My wife is not narrow minded but she is not very logical / rational person to understand what I am going thru. Earlier when I shared my fantasies she made a joke of me.

I still believe that there are many men out there like me but when it comes to a personal level I am not sure how to deal with this feeling. Its very strong in me and I am afraid if I ever have a daughter then how I will react.

I have had gloryhole experince in some NYC adult booths also and although I dont consider myself gay as I dont find men attractive , but the experiece of gloryhole makes me going to them again and again because of its anonymity and the sheer dirtiness of it.

As you mentioned that you are a psychologist, I am writing to you as I am looking for ways to deal with what's going in my head. I dont think its a disease but I need to know a healthy way of dealing with it. Please help.

Alex (not my real name)

[Badboy_nicetoy]

I read your posts on BP I agree a lot to what you say about incest feelings and how they stem from the childhood. I am 39 year old male born in India and living in US for past 12 years. I am dealing with incest feelings on my own and the way I deal with them is by watching Italian and Japanese porn that deals with this subject more tastefully then american mom/ mother / son porn vids. To me any incest situation is exciting not just mother / son

I am not sure if I am a minority but I certainly dont think I am 'sick'. My incest feelings are part of my fantasies / fetish and I never looked at my mother sexually although I did have a few dreams that were sexual involving her and my half sister who is now dead and whom I loved most among all my siblings. BTW I grew up in India and if you ever go to any indian sex forum you will find that incest is a very common topic among men. Maybe because our society is still very conservative and when it comes to interacting with the opposite sex most men only see thier mom, sister, sister-in law or maids closely.

My first sexual encounter was with my cousin who was the first girl I smooched and had orgasm with.I started having sexual feelings since I was in 5th grade and my mother admonished me for playing with my privates and once found me tasting my own pee since it was a sexual thing for me at that age. She also once examined my penis to check if I am not harming myself in any way.

I also have a foot fetish and both my mother and the cousin who was the first woman I kissed had very pretty toes. I sometimes go to asian massage parlors where the ladies give a handjob and let me indulge in foot fetish. My wife toes are not very pretty. Divorce is not an option and I luv her.

My fantasies are extreme in the sense that I either want a woman who is extremly caring or someone who is a total sub whom I can dominate. I also had some beatiality experice where I once allowed a dog to enter me but I was in 10th grade then. It was so painful that it just not something I ever want to do but I have since that experienc let a few dogs lick my penis and do watch beatiality videos some time. I think my porn fetish is now at a level where I am getting desensitized to a lot of it.

At this point I am a married man with an MBA working for an Investment bank in NYC with nice suburban house and a son. My wife is not narrow minded but she is not very logical / rational person to understand what I am going thru. Earlier when I shared my fantasies she made a joke of me.

I still believe that there are many men out there like me but when it comes to a personal level I am not sure how to deal with this feeling. Its very strong in me and I am afraid if I ever have a daughter then how I will react.

I have had gloryhole experince in some NYC adult booths also and although I dont consider myself gay as I dont find men attractive , but the experiece of gloryhole makes me going to them again and again because of its anonymity and the sheer dirtiness of it.

As you mentioned that you are a psychologist, I am writing to you as I am looking for ways to deal with what's going in my head. I dont think its a disease but I need to know a healthy way of dealing with it. Please help.

Alex (not my real name)

[www.Jobs4Adults.com]

Badboy_nicetoy , nice nick!!!

As about your story.......seems pretty complex........and difficult to give advices.......

Good luck!

[loladehoe]

Simple. You need a MILF. Go to a bar, go to the mall. go to places where they hang out and pick one up. Problem solved.

What you are looking for is affection and love from an older women. The love that your mom probably diverted away from you, and onto other men, during her "wild woman" days.